She looks back at the girl she was a year ago
and sees herself changed like never before.
The one who would laugh her heart out
rarely even smiles anymore.
The outgoing girl is lost somewhere now.
All she does is recollect the broken pieces of life and try to mend it somehow.
A year ago, the girl who had everything in control
isn’t even left capable of mending her heart anymore.
She screams silently to let her pains out.
Sleeping is her only way to escape from reality without any doubt.
This is the only relief she gets
as while awake, she’s always troubled by the thoughts in her head.
A year ago, her life was beautiful and lovely,
but now it’s all messy.
She looks back and sees how time changed her,
from a simple girl to the most complicated girl ever.
She misses her old self and searches for ways to be the same again,
but every attempt she does goes in vain.
Sometimes when we fall, it takes a while to get back up again.
But I’m sure you’ll get back up again.
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Yeah.
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Shivani this is so beautiful and deep. I can relate with every line that you have written.😣🥺
Thank you so much for writing this.🧡🧡
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Thank you☺
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Life is complicated and brings with it both beautiful and horrible experiences. I hope you are ok now! Keep writing. Keep shining.
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Thank you mami.
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Shivani this is so beautiful…everyone changes with time and this such a lovely write up!🤗🤗
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Thank you.🌸
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Keep up💐💐💐👏🏻👏🏻
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Thank you.
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Most welcome…keep yourself together, be courageous 😊😊
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☺❤
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This is so deep…🥺❤🥺
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Thank you.❤
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You phrased your thoughts in a simple poem. I loved it 😍😍😍😍😍
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Thank you.🌸
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Because that’s what growth is
Keep it up!
Nice read..
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Thank you.
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Lovely youthful poem of experience. The girl who would laugh her heart out is still there inside you.
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Yea. Thank you.
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This is beautiful.
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Thank you.
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Wow this is sombre and so beautifully written
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Thank you.
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My pleasure
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I can relate completely. Beautifully written and composed. I wish you the best and send you love. X
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Thank you.
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Wow!!! Very beautifully penned ✍️ very deep and touching❣️ you write so well!!!
Don’t forget to Glee and spread Sparkles ✨
-Nani 💖
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Thank you so much.
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We can never go back. The past is done. Only reach for a better now and moving forward. It won’t be the same, but if you reach for better it won’t get worse either. One day you’ll clear the hurdle and then the dark just becomes the challenge that made you a better person. If you ask, there will be things or people that show up to help you through. The dark is awfully hard to escape sometimes but it is possible, and the divine wants us to win that one every time. Hugs,💗😻💋
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Thank you.🌸
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Beautiful post and description of how fast life can change due to circumstances. Some can bounce whole others fall into deep depression. 😣👣 Don’t allow depression to be your friend.
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Thank you.
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Not “like” because the situation is likable–it isn’t. But “like” because of the effective way the changes are depicted.
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Yeah.
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Very powerful and so well written. As we go through life, it is how we pick ourselves up and dust ourselves off that determines who we will be (i.e. never give up).
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Thank you.
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You expressed your heart so poignantly, Shivani. You are so very loved, and you are never alone ❤️
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Thank you❤
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You are welcome! 🙂
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Charge is hard and it can be complicated. perhaps I can suggest you peace is in the future not the only the past.
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Yes, thank you.
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Very beautiful and powerfull…
It’snt easy to go again, when we fall.
We must, to live our life.
Our dreams.
Changes are never easy to live.
But that’s make our personnality.
And minds.
Be strong. Fight for you.
😊😚
Miss G
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Thank you.☺
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Beautifully Written! She’s there just waiting to be discoverd again❣️
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Thank you.
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My pleasure!
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❤☺
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This is really beautiful and deep❤
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Thank you.🌸
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I love your honesty and transparency. It makes this so relatable to me.
Sometimes I also look at myself now and wish for my past self. But I’ve realised that looking to make this amazing feeling come to us again can also be done if we shape our future towards that.
Thanks for this post. I love it!
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Thank you.
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Praying that a year from now (and much sooner!) your smile and hope will be back. This is a very tough time, but it, too, shall pass. Blessings, Shivani!
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Thank you so much🌸
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The beauty is when we read the article, we can relate every lines of it to our life also … Well written Shiv 👍
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Thank you.
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This is sad however so beautiful and deep. Life is all about change and moving forward to experience life.
Lots of happiness & smiles to your way.😇
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Thank you.
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There’s so much raw pain here, for the girl who was battered into a new shape by life’s trials. I hope that in the future, mending is not only possible but leads to new triumphs.
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Thank you.
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TY I Appreciate it, God Bless u
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🌸❤
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🙂🧡
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I think we’re supposed to change, we grow up. And I think sometimes it gets so complicated because we don’t accept these changes that are happening in our lives. We’re so hung up on our past selves to acknowledge these changes.
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Yess..
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♥️
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😊🌸
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